A Happy Heavenly 30th Birthday

Today you would have been 30.

Had you been here you likely would have celebrated the milestone surrounded by your family ready to sing the tune and eat the cake in your honour. You would have cuddled and played nail painting with your 3 beautiful nieces in CC’s makeshift dining room nail salon and played mini sticks with your extremely outnumbered nephew. You would have talked about the Canada vs US game with your brother in law. You would have smirked at me and maybe made a cheeky remark to our parents and given us all big side armed hugs with a goofy grin. 

We sang the birthday tune — some more enthusiastically than others (Auddy 👀) and ate the cake; but you weren’t there. 

Joyfully celebrated, and immensely missed.

Your 6th heavenly birthday and your absence still sends me to my knees in shocking despair some days. So much has changed in the past 6 years and I wish I could share all the good in my beautiful life with you. My love for you and your legacy only grows. 

Working on continuously taking all the love I have for you and giving it freely into everything I touch.

Happy 30th heavenly birthday Bro 🤍